I am obsessed with GOD

I am getting unhealthy obsession with GOD. In the quest to find someone whose existence can't be proved, I fear that I might be alienated from the humans, who do exist.

Its like waiting for one phantom love , which you thought is made for you and ignoring the real persons around you.

But humans and GOD go hand in hand. One can't exist without other.

I recently watched SUPERMAN vs BATMAN. And I loved it, because rather than having high dose of ACTION ( like MARVELL MOVIES) , it deals more with emotions of powerful man.

Lex Luthor said something in that movie which makes your think.  " If GOD is all-powerful, he can't be all-good  and if he is all-good, he can't be all-powerful".

Now how we will measure goodness and power, when we will say that a person is almighty ?

Suppose there is GOD and he is all-good, then he will try to be as fair as possible. But is it possible that all humans will be satisfied ? No , because we have are own emotions and we are selfish.

Now say if 1 in millions don't believe GOD to be all powerful or good, then he can't be all good or powerful.

Its like DEMOCRACY ,  he majority doesn't believe you to be GOOD, then you can't WIN even if you are most unselfish , most emphatic heart out there.


Now do we really want GOD to acknowledge himself ? What will happen if he in reality exist and he proved. 

What is much better -  to believe in someone all mighty , but who is just a belief which can be changed.   OR  having a reality who can do whatever he/she likes.

Maybe we will have chaos, if GOD really exist.  Lets take a scenario.

> GOD exist, he comes and says he is GOD.

> HUMANS : Which religion you belong to ?

> GOD : There is nothing called religion, this is made by you to simply mislead one another. From today there will be no religion, no need to worship me also.

> HUMANS : okay.......this is liberating...we don't have to do things in name of religion. But what if we want you to fulfill our wishes  or if we if feel guilty about something and want forgiveness.

And will you stop something bad from happening ??

> GOD : Its not so easy....there are some wishes which can't be granted...for example if you say GOD made me rich...thats not possible ...I can't make everyone rich ,,,..same way if you have divided yourself on basis of countries and want to win against each other.. How can I grant wish of both parties.

About forgiveness and stopping something bad : First of all we need to define what is bad. If we go by my definition of GOOD/BAD and I stopped everything bad to happen , then FORGIVENESS will not come to picture.  And if it does, that means I allowed something BAD to happen  which will raise questions on my AL-MIGHTINESS.

> HUMANS : Why we want you to exist ?

> GOD : Because you need me ...................................there are some things which you can easily do and don't remember me for those things..........but then there are something which you find hard to do...hard to fathom ...as a  respite...as an excuse  you want me

You humans always want to understand everything ..you want to know about past and also the future.
You can never believe that things happen simply without reason. You are creating paradoxes of your own.


What will happen if all of you becomes totally like each other. No one more beautiful than other, every one having same amount of money ?

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As a writer, I don't know the answer of last question ?